Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Deceiving Friends

Deceiving Friends like to lie
But they could be as bright as my socks
They can be graceful as butterflies
Yet again sly as a fox

Deceiving Friends can be peppy in your face
Then they start to slack
When you find out they lied they’re a disgrace
But you still want them back

Deceiving Friends

Whats Wrong

What’s wrong with these teachers?
They act like their preachers
Thinking they know why we act like this

What’s wrong with these teachers?
Talking so loud and proud
Keeping us after class when school is dismissed

What’s wrong with these teachers?
Giving us bad grades
Like their out to get us

What’s wrong with these teachers?
Calling our parents
Making them scream and fuss

What’s wrong with these teachers?
They say they care and then
We get yelled at in class


What’s wrong with these teachers?
Acting like preachers
Talking loud and proud
Giving us bad grades
Calling our parents
Saying they care

What’s wrong with these teachers?
They act like our parents and I guess that’s why they’re here

hurt me so you wont have to hurt

Take out your life stresses on me
I will not fight back
Tell me about you life issues
I won’t bother you with mine
You can cry on my shoulder
I’ll just give you my next shoulder in return
Get angry at me about what happened to you yesterday
I’ll just act like it is my fault anyways
Insult me, hit me, Hate me too
If it means you’ll be happy I’ll even disappear
Pretend like I’m a stranger around the cool crowd
But when you remember you’re a loser like me Ill be waiting for you
Tell me to jump and I’ll ask how high
If I tell you jump you’ll tell me I must be crazy
Treat me like a dog and make me cry
I’ll pretend like everything all right
I pushed you out the way from all the pain
You pushed me in the way so the pain wouldn’t reach you
I gave you my last breath of life
You gave me the finger and used the last breath to laugh
hurt me so you wont have to hurt

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Love Letter

Dear Love,



I've really come to miss you so much...I wonder how you've been. I miss you so much. There are days I space out in the middle of class thinking about you. As soon as my math teacher calls on me i have no idea what she asked and then i get confused. Heheh...so much for trying to get a higher grade.


Lately the very thought of you has gotten to me. I would come home trying not to think of it. But in the end, I cry in bed before I sleep. What should I do? I wonder... I've been thinking of how far you are from me, I want to grasp your arm and pull you into a tight hug. I wouldn't let go. I would never let go...

I try my best not to be so down about it, after all, I'm lucky enough to be able to talk to you right? Then I notice...I'm going crazy. I want to fly over there and steal you. Keep you for myself, I know it's selfish, but its okay to act selfish once in a while, right...? I miss you. I miss you very much. I love you. I want you to know I love you more than anyone, I care about you more than anyone. I've fallen hard for you, its come to the point that once we meet, and I assure you we will, I will make love to you until we can no longer stand, because I won't be able to hold in these feelings...

I cry now because I miss you, but I shouldn't cry. I should smile. So I will do my best to smile. I had a dream of you just a few days ago...you had come to new york. You came for me. We were together at last. I made up my mind, I will start working again...I will make money. I will save it, and if I get up to 500 dollars, I can open a bank account and keep saving the money. If I risk the little good relationship left with my parents, I will do so.

I will forget about school, but I wont forget to support you. You are the only one I feel this way for. I just...love you so much!!! How can I control such a strong feeling in me that will just burst into my emotion, at any given time? I don't know. But I will try. I will try for you, to be happy, and to be patient. I can not leave you...

If...if you ever end this relationship, I will not accept it. I will hold on to you. I will still love you, for life. You are the only one I love, I won't let go of it. Never. I love you. I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you...

I can't stop saying it at night. "I love you, I love you..." I can't stop so explain to me why I can't stop! What is it about you that gets me going crazy when you are gone...why? Why do I cry for you so much. And I've realized...

It's because I love you that much....

I love you...

Sincerely,
Anonymous.

I can't run anymore

As sitting at the table, waiting for class to dismiss, my brain pops out again, the heart can't take it anymore. It beats and suddenly you feel like your whole bodyis being lifted off the chair. Too much stress with school, parents, tests, life, and it goes on the list. The girl wants to stop time and stay still for once, but she is too busy all over the place and thinking too much. Life kepts going on the way and she can't do anything about it. But the pain is growing and growing into a million pieces, or a puzzle that can't be sloved.

Eyes turning red because of sleepness and a head that is trying to control the movement. But the small head is full of drama, stress, life, and school that never stops going on. Everyday getting pressured as stepping into the school steps, she finally realized that if she can laugh then everything can be fine. 'A good laugh", isn't that so strange but every person needs a smile.


Perception of Love

What is LOVE????

Love is a many things

Love makes your heart sing

For love you would take your own life

This man right here wants you to be his wife

Wife me that's what I say

This love thing can go a long way

Teach me this crazy thing

This thing that makes my heart sing

Truth is you can't buy love it can't be taught but it is a thought that makes you fall

Its just a feeling brought to you matter fact sought by you

Love is dangerous but to me its my adventure

The perfect person I want to venture on with, is it me or my reflection

The one that keeps getting hurt by ones rejection

Love is what you ask and the answer is infinite

Lies

In this world there are so many liars
Backstabbing friends who deny it
Love makes you think hard
Trying and trying to figure out if you should goon without him or her
Your dreams are blurred and you wish that time would move
You love to hurt and hurt just to love
Is this worth my time or can I go above
What makes me quiver is it you that I have feelings for the one that feels for someone more than me
I know you like a brother, meaning we were meant for each other
I go crazy thinking of you and I didn't know my friend was thinking too
In this world there are so many liars and backstabbing friends who Just Deny It