What to do

I sit here and think
What do I do?
I think of my choices,
of when I met you.
I think of the feelings,
that are beginning to emerge.
Am I just in this for fun,
or in this to get hurt?
How can salvage myself
from this annoying confusion?
How can I choose,
when I can't even know what to choose?
What to do, what to do...

What to do...what to do...

I think...

I have to stick with you.

My heart

Walking each step we see each other
I tried so hard not to look at you.
The image of your face brings my
face into tears wondering who you are
to me? I used to love you for than anything
in the world, I used to think you are different.
But I was wrong this is the start of something new
i don't even look at you, my heart can't beat for
you anymore. It dosen't matter what you think of me
I give up on my heart its like a broken piece of each
glass that is shattered into the floor. I am the flower
just waiting for you to let me on your vase. For now,
I hate you, hate is such a strong word when you fall in
love. But what do you noe?

Each step I hear from your footsteps my heart stops
for a second the way you look at me it sets me running
from you. I wonder whats going with us? No words,
just spoken quite. My mind is washing memories away
from you.

Just The Way

Its The Way you Talk to Me That Turns Me Away

Its The Way you believe i hide When There is Nothing 2 Hide From

Its the Way you make me Cry and Dnt want to Mend what You Broke

Its the Way you claim that we are going to Last, but come to Find Out your Not Sure

Ihts the Way that You Break Your Promise after i Told You i Was Trouble

Ihts the Way You Make Jokes and i Cant be Serious But When i Joke Your More Serious than a Doctor talkin about a Dying Patient

Its the Way you Say you Dont Know Me When Come to think Of It if i Tell you something you barely tell me about you

Its the Way that you Say I Love You Too Much Making Me Think You Must Not Feel The Same Way

Its the Way you Make me Feel that made me want to stay but what do i do when you dont want me to any more

Its the Way that you do things that make me do things

Its Just the Way

every morning is a new beginning

wake up to a new day and feel the sun on your face.
can you see it? behind that blinding light.
lighting a dream, so vivid-you see the day ahead.
are you ready? prepared?
its going to be a long day.
but dont be saddened.
new days are new beginnings.
new reasons to live
and new possibilities
can you see it?
Its life renewed every 24hours.

Where'd ya go? i miss you so. .

Question!

Ever dreamed of a loved one hiding in your room?

Ever dream of a loved one planning out your doom?

Ever dreamed of the day that you'd someday meet?

Ever dreamed of the day you'd someday greet..

someday greet them kindly and say..?

say that without them you'd never be okay?

say that without them your life would end?

say all these things they may never comprehend?

Wishing you were there, and they were there too?

Wishing that this distance never separated you two?

Hoping that some day these wishes would come true?

Hoping that someday they would be here with you?

Ever dreamed of the day that you'd someday meet?

Ever dreamed of the day that you'd someday greet..

greet them with such open arms..?

greet them because with you...is where they are.

BOOK CLUB INFO

Book Club is meeting this Friday, November 20th to discuss the first half of Lewis Carroll's Alice's Adventures in Wonderland. Check out the blog at mhshsbookclub.blogspot.com. Come if you are in Book Club, are thinking about joining, or if you just really love Alice in Wonderland.

Finally..

I dream of the day
when you walk by and say
"hey, how's it going?"
I dream of the day
when you walk by this way
and notice me, smilin'
I dream of the day
when you can't come this way
but you'll come anyway
cause your my friend, I say
I dream of the day
when you walk by and wave
and I run up to you
say "how do you do?"
then cry cause I'm so happy
To finally be meeting
the friend of over a year
the best friend of a life time
the parent figure that I wish was here..
the comforter of my rough times...
I dream of the day
that you don't go away
that you can actually come over
that you can actually hug me again over and over
I dream of the day
no...
I wait for the day..
The day that will one day come true...

The day I'll finally be smiling, because I am next to you...