White Snow

White Snow,
Falling from the Sky.
So Peaceful...

Soon it turns violent,
Nature Releasing her wrath
On the passerby...
As the sun sets.

*i never did finish this poem*

Reminiscent of the Past

*I actually wrote this a while back, but i did not want to post it 'till now:

"...

Bored out of my mind,

Shit comes to mind

Looking for the bullet

Realize, there is nothing to kill

But those reminiscent thoughts.


Why can’t I stay mad at you?

Hate you like the way you hurt me

Forget that you ever existed

And let go of the everything that’s us

Was us? Were there ever any?

I don’t know… but know

One thing for sure

I can never be a part of you.



Sitting along at the places

We used to be at

From time to time, memories

Come afloat from parts that

I wish never existed

We never existed, Ending

This never ending sorrow.



Through trust and bonds

We shall stay side by side

Or so you fooled me to believe

Figuring you were just a dream

But waking up to a nightmare

Through the reminiscent of the past

Just tell me what to do,

To end these train of thoughts,

Willing to do anything

But love you again

‘Cause I never stopped at the first place.

..."

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Then why question it

If I can't love you
Who can I love?
If I can't hold you
Who can I hold?
If I can't run to you,
Then where can I run to?
If you're no longer near,
Then how far will you be?
If I am so stubborn,
Then why deal with me?
If I ran away,
Would you care about me?
If I died today,
Would you remember me?
If I can't love you,
Why love you at all?
If I can't hold you,
Why think of you in my arms?
If you don't care for me, why should I care at all?

alive again

dead and dying
cold, im lying
here all broken.
sold and choken.
stuck on glass
with u? ill pass
things ill find
ill see along my mind
that without you im fine
i have all the time,
to figure out my life,
to pass through strife,
go past fights
to see the light.
whats better now
is high than the DOW,
is clear as day
im sure itll pay
off in the long run,
but this time the fun
is over and done
im off into the sun
with my choices held true
and not even blue.
one thing ill say ,
ill say even today
what ever had happened i wont regret
i say that until every sunset.
every smile starts with a frown
and ill go off into another town
to find the better one
and have forever fun.

feeling blue

feeling sad
coming out of the blues
wondering about
with just one answer
what about you?
funny thing is
nothing is ever the same
people wonders about
goes through the changes
but a friend said
do we stay the same
to our true selves?
or change to
an undeniable monster?
still seeking,
without success
become the point of
our own hypocrisy
to admit to our
own guilts or
blame the ones
around us, later
regretting everything
there is to regret
with our own
miserable existence.

we take things for granted
controlling those around us
hating those that do not
match our ideals of living
always picking up someone's
mistakes, ignoring our own's
filled with scars and scared
of our own weakness being
revealed, destroying others
before their chance is given.

with that thought i leave you to think about this:
http://www.cnn.com/2010/US/07/29/florida.burn.quran.day/index.html

There is something about you
that makes me simile
for no reason. When
I am near you
i just want to be there
holding your hand.
In the dark or light
i see your face
but it never goes
away. You are different..
why is that?

I don't want to lose you all
i want is talking to you
day and night. But you
are leaving me
I can't fight the anger
or tears that soon
come to my face.

I want you to hug me
forever. I want so
many things, but i am
just dreaming. My mind
controls the thoughts
of you and me.

But is possible to
forget something that
you feel like you know
for your entire life.

Acceptance Is All We Plead For

Just a little..essay I guess you could call it, for myself that I decided to write. I have it on my blog (http://nostalgiaeatssuperbwords.blogspot.com/) and well I decided hey why not post it here?

here ya go.

Throughout the few years of life I've lived, I've seen humans as a combination of many different things. Some of those things being: kind, loving, emotional, caring, cruel, harsh, mean and rude. The list can go on for almost as long as an English dictionary itself. Humans as well, have a tendency of putting things into categories, including people. We as well have habits of keeping everything we dislike away from us, and everything we like, and only like, allowed near us. If that made any sense.

Media, it's everywhere. This is the number one negative influence on our minds. Things can only be a certain way, and if not a certain way, then they are wrong; instantly those things become outsiders. One must be skinny, another must have straight hair, this one must have good taste in clothing, and if this one eats that then this one is a "weirdo". Only certain things are in style, and if you don't have those wonderful in-style things, then out you go. You're not welcome into this great world of acceptance. I sit here and wonder, "where have all the good things gone?". There are still good things out there, I've realized. There are still good people. But is there really still only good itself?

Today, many people suffer of self hate because they are not what others like. I myself am one of those victims. I grew up being constantly teased because of my weight, always put down because I wasn't skinny like the others in my class, used an unbelievable amount of times because of my kindness towards others and my sensitivity. I would cry almost everyday. And me, thinking I couldn't do anything about it I never told my parents until I hit the end of 6th grade. I've learned though, that even running away, and trying to escape such things, was actually impossible. No matter what, we would all hit these obstacles, even if we are experienced drivers in life. There will always be someone around to step on you, to bring you down, to anger you, to agitate you, to laugh at you instead of with you, to make fun of you, to gossip about you, to hurt you, to beat you; there will always be someone like that around.

Those who put others down, and do things like the ones I've just listed, they as well get their share of pain and suffering. There is not one person in this world who has not had something happen to them that has made them angry and or sad. Like they say, What goes around, Comes around.

The scars left on me from the past I've realized will never heal. Even when I don't think about it for long periods of time, it somehow always comes back. The memories, along with the anger held inside. it's something that stays with you forever...

I would like to let those who have been hurt know: You are not alone.

And to those who hurt others: You will all get your turn of pain, and soon feel what you've made others feel.

Because as humans...acceptance is all we plead for.