My life... is H-E-L-L

Loving, lying,
hating, dying,
thats just part of the hell i live through.
running, crying,
faking, trying,
thats part of what you put me through,
wondering, thinking,
fighting, sinking,
wonder what made you ever do
this,
hoping, doubting,
wishing, bleeding,
I guess Im not the one you'll come back to...

...when you left I faked as if it was only your loss...
...but in reality it was more like mine...
...because Im dying inside...
...for you...