Song for the Numb

I once felt pretty
I never felt ashamed
I once felt crazy
But that was all a game
I never treasured
A friendship such as this
I never measured
The meaning of a kiss..

And now you've fallen! You're crawling back to me!
And now I'm crying, cause you were so fake with me!
I can't believe this, these useless words and fears!
And I'm forgotten along with all my tears...

I never once knew
The way you truly felt
You never seemed to care
You barely even helped
When I was crying
I called out your name
But you just figured I'd come back the next day
I bet you never thought I could even stand alone!
I bet you thought I'd come running to your throne
Your throne of dead flowers
And all your lies and fears!

And now you've fallen! You're crawling back to me!
And now I'm crying, cause you were so fake with me!
I can't believe this, these useless words and fears!
And I'm forgotten along with all my tears...

And now you've fallen! You're crawling back to me!
And now I'm crying, cause you were so fake with me!
I can't believe this, these useless words and fears!
And I'm forgotten, and I'm forgotten, and I'm forgotten,

And I...

And I....

And I.....

And I......

I am numb...