Completely Incomprehensible

It seems all wrong; just not right,
but there is something in you...
I have no clue what it is

One minute,
I'm alone...
all thoughts to myself

Next minute,
I see you...
the thoughts rush through my brain
It's wild,
I don't understand...

The darkness is flowing in to me,
shredding every piece of light there was in me
It is overpowering me, whatever "it" is...
I can't see right,
I can't think straight - It's making me go mad

It's like nothing I have ever experienced before

It's not right...

...Yet, I feel stronger and more confident - and it feels great

Mistakenly Seen

My heart is content,
But inside it rages like a fire.
As I look upon all that time spent,
I realize you are my only desire.


I wait and wait
For a mere response, a reply,
But you don't open your gate,
And I sit alone and cry.

Seeing you every day
With a laugh and a smile.
I wish there was a way
To make it all worthwhile.

But you don't see me the way I wish you would.
Why not??? Oh, I wish you could...

*This is my first sonnet (14-line poem). Sure, I'm no Shakespeare, but tell me what you think =P

I see no changes,
wake up in the morning and I ask myself,
"is life worth living or should I blast myself"?
Im tired of being hurt and stabbed in the back,
Im hurting inside whiile waiting for a purse to snatch.
Cops dont give a damn about what im talking bout,
only see the crimes, this is why I shout,
Dont let them jack you up, snatch you up, and pimp smack you up.

Life isnt what its cut out to be,
thats why your hearing this straight from me,
the one final single authority,
on how to mess up the life of a man formerly

Back With You.

We talked.
We figured out the misunderstandings.
We solved the problem,
and we've deleted the pain.

We said those 3 words.
We said how much we cared.
We repeated how much we missed each other,
and we almost cried out love with tears.

You apologized for the silence.
You apologized for not being there.
You said my name with a ring in your voice,
and you repeated those 3 words over 3 times.

I said how much I love you.
I said how much I missed you.
I said how much your absence hurt,
and I smiled a true smile just because you were finally back.

You apologized numerous times.
I forgave you numerous times.
You said you loved me multiple times.
I said I loved you multiple times back.

We sang in unison the words of amor.
We danced together the dance of queriendo.
We dreamt the dream of deseo,
and we honored the feeling of being amado.

Diablo

You look at me with that cherubic face,
hiding the evil within you.
Our altercation finally silenced,
and all we do now is stare.

I used to be your adherent
with everything you did.
But now I truly see the lies.
I could only dissent with your choices.
You seem to enjoy causing pain.

I, next to you,
am a pauper,
while your money is practically coming out your mouth.
All you're good for is trouble,
you're eminent for making angels irate.

I wish I can fabricate a new soul for you.
One out of gold,
maybe that will exorcise the soul you have now.
Black.
Full of poison...
Dripping the blood of your victims.

Your job to pilfer confidence from within me will now be terminated...

Diablo, te voy matar.

Crime and Tears

If I were to be arrested for my thoughts, I would have been long gone.
If I were to be captured and locked up, it would be because I can't trust.
If I were to be sent to an asylum, it would be because I can only suffer.
I kill my self in front of you.
You can never see me cry,
But nobody can really know when I cry.
My tears are confined, never to be shown to the world.
That is, unless my tears become irritated enough to come.
If I were to be arrested, it would be due to the many murders that I've committed.
The many deaths I've caused.
The many hopes that have been thrown into that deep, dark pit of despair.
I try my best to climb out of the never-ending hole.
That bottomless void.
My lies.

Life keeps on changing:

My heart is beating so fast, each headache going so fast in each second. Friends whipsering in small voices about me, my eyes going red in the color of orange red. My hands sweating in bullets, my fingers swaying in motion. My mind is going directions making me faint. I feel like jumping into the sky, the sky which can save me. I imagine i am a bird that can fly into the wind. I imagine that i am a paper airplane that can fly away. My mind and my voice is gone. I wish my life was over so i can wipe out my tear out of my face and make it into smilie. I pray to god hoping god will make me simile. I hope i can just lay down into the ground, the sky, the wind, which will make me happy. as life quoted "the sorrows are gone, the tears are gone, my mouth, my lips put into smile But nothing happens i stay still, My tears are still dropping i am walking alone in the friend, no friends no one just me in the road hoping to run from the past.My heart is beating my hands are shaking. i close my eyes i close my lips i feel the rain in the sky. i feel the sun in my skin just shinning. i am lost and nothing is happening. my legs are shaking each second as i walk toward the tunnel. My mind is racing. I hear voices and i open my eyes. I see a white coat telling me i am lucky to be alive. Then i realized i am in the hositpal, in the bed just sleeping and daydreaming.

U-N-I-N-V-I-T-E-D I-N-V-I-T-A-T-I-O-N-S

Uninvited Invitations

Chorus starts:

These feelings,

These emotions

They come and go

U-N-I-N-V-I-T-E-D.

Chorus ends

Another start

A fresh walk

A renewed life

Without friends or family

But with the memory of

Those that gives my life meaning.

Chorus starts:

These feelings,

These emotions

They come and go

U-N-I-N-V-I-T-E-D.

Chorus ends

Thought they were gone

And never be back,

Just as your last promise.

We were innocent,

Not known to the world’s sins

‘Till you said goodbye.

Said you were a loner

Said no one understand you.

I tried and tried.

And I keep trying

To let you know you are not

Alone.

I am with you

And a part of me will

Forever be.

Chorus starts:

These feelings,

These emotions

They come and go

U-N-I-N-V-I-T-E-D.

Chorus ends

We walk

We talk

Pretend to not know

What has society done.

Let it pass by

Like a fly to the wall

But trapped in a spider web

As we are.

Felt the pain of betrayal

The pain of trust

From others and ourselves,

But our bond will never be broken like the rest

For it’s made of the remains of

A millennium star.

Chorus starts:

These feelings,

These emotions

They come and go

U-N-I-N-V-I-T-E-D.

Chorus ends

We were alone

Then we found each other,

But society separated us.

But girl, no matter what happens

Just remember

We are friends for life,

And nothing can change that.

Not even those

U-N-I-N-V-I-T-E-D I-N-V-I-T-A-T-I-O-N-S.

Chorus starts:

These feelings,

These emotions

They come and go

U-N-I-N-V-I-T-E-D.

Chorus ends

I. Miss. You.

Why do I keep longing for you when it's already over?
I still wait for your message, your response.
I await tears, or screams, or begging.

Not silence...
not ignorance...
Will I ever let go?

What are you thinking?
Why haven't you messaged back?
Are you happy that I left you?
Couldn't wait to let me go?
...

Or have I left you with a stab in your heart...
Have I depressed you..
hurt you deeply...to the point you don't even want to respond?...

I want to know...
I don't know why, but I want to know.

So...
Why do I keep longing for you when it's already over?...


Why...?


...I miss you...

Sweat has made me glisten in the light.

And you all stare, asking with your eyes,

Why do you sweat so much?

It's because I got a lot on me, a lot in me,

a lot to confirm, a lot to figure out.

You sweat but look dry, you don't glisten in the light.

Why don't you sweat so much?

It's because you're holding back, what you know is the truth,

and you've lost the troubles, or forgotten they exist.

I glisten..
You don't glisten...

but we...

We are seen.

Dependence

Its not about love or like,
Its not about attachment
Or Involvement.
Its about dependence
And that's what you are hun,
So change it for good
Spice it up
And babe,
Stop.
...
...
Listen,
To the rhythm
Of your emotions,
Not your heart.
Listen
to your instinct,
Not your gut.
Follow those that helps,
Without needs...
For those are who you trust.
...
...
For babe,
You are not alone,
You never were.
I was always there,
But you just refuse to open your eyes,
In time,
And watch me re-appear from death
Just for you.
...
...
Just Stop...
Breath in,
Listen out.
For when we are alone,
Our eyes meet
With a single kiss,
You will realize
We were always there for each other,
Within reach
But bound by a single wall of doubt.
...
...
Wait for the day,
When everything will make sense again.
For I have already seen the future,
And...
It says...
If you want to be happy,
Then be yourself,
And stop being so
Dependent.

-Iffy

Face the truth

It dosen't matter what you are
what matters is what you say.
Walking each step ahead of you
express your thoughts, let out
your mind. Friends come and go
like a time machine waiting for you
to change time. Life full of drama
sometimes it can make you crazy.
Aviod the feeling let it out.

Reach the top and see what you
get. My mind changing 4 directions
making you feel dizzy. A typical
person says life just started it
goes harder as you move on.
Forget the past but every where
you go you feel like giving up.

Heart is beating

The stress is killing me
it makes my brain hurt,
my stomach a growl of hungry.
Too many thoughts coming inside
and out, it makes my heart beat
slow each second. I never thought
high school was this full of drama,
crushes comes and go, so what called
friends leaving, lying to your faces.
Friends are like money coming and going
right out your hand. I am tired waiting
to go to sleep but can't too much hw,
too much tests, too much clubs.
My backs hurts, i feel like fainting
hoping not to open my eyes ever
again.