There is something about you
that makes me simile
for no reason. When
I am near you
i just want to be there
holding your hand.
In the dark or light
i see your face
but it never goes
away. You are different..
why is that?
I don't want to lose you all
i want is talking to you
day and night. But you
are leaving me
I can't fight the anger
or tears that soon
come to my face.
I want you to hug me
forever. I want so
many things, but i am
just dreaming. My mind
controls the thoughts
of you and me.
But is possible to
forget something that
you feel like you know
for your entire life.
Friday, July 30, 2010
Monday, July 26, 2010
Acceptance Is All We Plead For
Just a little..essay I guess you could call it, for myself that I decided to write. I have it on my blog (http://nostalgiaeatssuperbwords.blogspot.com/) and well I decided hey why not post it here?
here ya go.
Throughout the few years of life I've lived, I've seen humans as a combination of many different things. Some of those things being: kind, loving, emotional, caring, cruel, harsh, mean and rude. The list can go on for almost as long as an English dictionary itself. Humans as well, have a tendency of putting things into categories, including people. We as well have habits of keeping everything we dislike away from us, and everything we like, and only like, allowed near us. If that made any sense.
Media, it's everywhere. This is the number one negative influence on our minds. Things can only be a certain way, and if not a certain way, then they are wrong; instantly those things become outsiders. One must be skinny, another must have straight hair, this one must have good taste in clothing, and if this one eats that then this one is a "weirdo". Only certain things are in style, and if you don't have those wonderful in-style things, then out you go. You're not welcome into this great world of acceptance. I sit here and wonder, "where have all the good things gone?". There are still good things out there, I've realized. There are still good people. But is there really still only good itself?
Today, many people suffer of self hate because they are not what others like. I myself am one of those victims. I grew up being constantly teased because of my weight, always put down because I wasn't skinny like the others in my class, used an unbelievable amount of times because of my kindness towards others and my sensitivity. I would cry almost everyday. And me, thinking I couldn't do anything about it I never told my parents until I hit the end of 6th grade. I've learned though, that even running away, and trying to escape such things, was actually impossible. No matter what, we would all hit these obstacles, even if we are experienced drivers in life. There will always be someone around to step on you, to bring you down, to anger you, to agitate you, to laugh at you instead of with you, to make fun of you, to gossip about you, to hurt you, to beat you; there will always be someone like that around.
Those who put others down, and do things like the ones I've just listed, they as well get their share of pain and suffering. There is not one person in this world who has not had something happen to them that has made them angry and or sad. Like they say, What goes around, Comes around.
The scars left on me from the past I've realized will never heal. Even when I don't think about it for long periods of time, it somehow always comes back. The memories, along with the anger held inside. it's something that stays with you forever...
I would like to let those who have been hurt know: You are not alone.
And to those who hurt others: You will all get your turn of pain, and soon feel what you've made others feel.
Because as humans...acceptance is all we plead for.
here ya go.
Throughout the few years of life I've lived, I've seen humans as a combination of many different things. Some of those things being: kind, loving, emotional, caring, cruel, harsh, mean and rude. The list can go on for almost as long as an English dictionary itself. Humans as well, have a tendency of putting things into categories, including people. We as well have habits of keeping everything we dislike away from us, and everything we like, and only like, allowed near us. If that made any sense.
Media, it's everywhere. This is the number one negative influence on our minds. Things can only be a certain way, and if not a certain way, then they are wrong; instantly those things become outsiders. One must be skinny, another must have straight hair, this one must have good taste in clothing, and if this one eats that then this one is a "weirdo". Only certain things are in style, and if you don't have those wonderful in-style things, then out you go. You're not welcome into this great world of acceptance. I sit here and wonder, "where have all the good things gone?". There are still good things out there, I've realized. There are still good people. But is there really still only good itself?
Today, many people suffer of self hate because they are not what others like. I myself am one of those victims. I grew up being constantly teased because of my weight, always put down because I wasn't skinny like the others in my class, used an unbelievable amount of times because of my kindness towards others and my sensitivity. I would cry almost everyday. And me, thinking I couldn't do anything about it I never told my parents until I hit the end of 6th grade. I've learned though, that even running away, and trying to escape such things, was actually impossible. No matter what, we would all hit these obstacles, even if we are experienced drivers in life. There will always be someone around to step on you, to bring you down, to anger you, to agitate you, to laugh at you instead of with you, to make fun of you, to gossip about you, to hurt you, to beat you; there will always be someone like that around.
Those who put others down, and do things like the ones I've just listed, they as well get their share of pain and suffering. There is not one person in this world who has not had something happen to them that has made them angry and or sad. Like they say, What goes around, Comes around.
The scars left on me from the past I've realized will never heal. Even when I don't think about it for long periods of time, it somehow always comes back. The memories, along with the anger held inside. it's something that stays with you forever...
I would like to let those who have been hurt know: You are not alone.
And to those who hurt others: You will all get your turn of pain, and soon feel what you've made others feel.
Because as humans...acceptance is all we plead for.
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
Pain of Uncertainty~ to love?
Feeling this pain,
This uncertainty
Not sure of the
Near future anymore.
Only aware of the
Worst of nightmares
And the loss of those
That mattered once.
Already happened before
Thought would be use
To that damn pain
But it never ends
and the cycle never bends.
From day to night
Weeks to months and to years
This pain never goes away.
We might not speak to each other
We might not exist
On the other's world.
We might not be together
'Till the end of time
But don't worry
I will always love you.
*This is my last post in this blog. I will be posting all of my poem either on my face book [either accounts], or on my blog. Feel free to wonder around.
This uncertainty
Not sure of the
Near future anymore.
Only aware of the
Worst of nightmares
And the loss of those
That mattered once.
Already happened before
Thought would be use
To that damn pain
But it never ends
and the cycle never bends.
From day to night
Weeks to months and to years
This pain never goes away.
We might not speak to each other
We might not exist
On the other's world.
We might not be together
'Till the end of time
But don't worry
I will always love you.
*This is my last post in this blog. I will be posting all of my poem either on my face book [either accounts], or on my blog. Feel free to wonder around.
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
Understanding it
When I see myself
in the mirror
my face doesn't
move at all.
Its looking at the
shiny crystal
wondering
the image around it.
You believe you
get one chance in life
but what if you don't
all? Your hearts
makes you believe
you understand
the truth.
Sometimes humans
can't face the reality
of what will happen
if they lose
something.
Other times
you could get
back to their
face. But it is
worth? Secrets
and friendships
are like two
currents flowing against
each other racing
to reach the sand.
When someone says
to you "When
a person tells you
keep a secret, the whole
point is don't tell anyone"
Don't everyone does that?
The person who asked me
did that person or
any people in the world
have did the something
to others. But the
quite crystal
doesn't anything
because she knows
it is not worth it.
Things come and go,
you hate each other
then you like each other.
Our emotions, our minds
makes us who we are
today.
As I look at the pieces of
the crystal,my eyes say
don't judge a person
on a quick action.
Because you know
what how do you
know you might not
do it? Don't be
blind it just
walk away and
do it yourself
to make you
happy.
in the mirror
my face doesn't
move at all.
Its looking at the
shiny crystal
wondering
the image around it.
You believe you
get one chance in life
but what if you don't
all? Your hearts
makes you believe
you understand
the truth.
Sometimes humans
can't face the reality
of what will happen
if they lose
something.
Other times
you could get
back to their
face. But it is
worth? Secrets
and friendships
are like two
currents flowing against
each other racing
to reach the sand.
When someone says
to you "When
a person tells you
keep a secret, the whole
point is don't tell anyone"
Don't everyone does that?
The person who asked me
did that person or
any people in the world
have did the something
to others. But the
quite crystal
doesn't anything
because she knows
it is not worth it.
Things come and go,
you hate each other
then you like each other.
Our emotions, our minds
makes us who we are
today.
As I look at the pieces of
the crystal,my eyes say
don't judge a person
on a quick action.
Because you know
what how do you
know you might not
do it? Don't be
blind it just
walk away and
do it yourself
to make you
happy.
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