I am tired of waiting for you,
day and night I can't
stop thinking about you.
I count the days and weeks, months
when we will see each other ever
again. You make me smilie, laugh,
now my dreams are gone without
seeing you. Listening to music
to help me calm down but it
makes my heart beat faster
in a single heart beat. As
walking in the streets
I imagine your face everywhere
I go. As talking in online
you talk and talk I never
get tired of it. You say
these sweet things I never
could imagine you would
say it to me. Tears falling
in my eyes as I try to
say our names together
making me realize its just
a dream. But can dreams
go away? Just maybe
its a sign for us to
move along with our
lives. I am done crying,
writing poems that are
useless which you can
never see them. I am
like the invisbile rose
that has fallen out of vase
wishing to be picked out
by your hand. As you hug me
I realize whats the point?
I let out my heart to you
I gave you my soul you
still didn't gave me your
heart. As I start
to wonder you don't
realize the pain of
hurt and love. Time
is flying as I say I am
done for you.
Saturday, June 27, 2009
Saturday, June 20, 2009
Speak
I want to stand tall, in front of the crowd, on a stage...
lick my lips just before I speak into the microphone.
Hear the echoes of slow, sad piano tunes.
So low and almost silent, but still heard.
I want to grab that microphone and begin to speak of how I feel about this world.
I want to show, that I too can shine.
I, too, can stand proud, instead of sitting and whispering to myself "I can't make it".
I want to change the way people think, even though it can be impossible.
Why should I feel so ugly when I can feel so beautiful and strong?
So I grab that microphone, I look upon the crowd.
I tell them the feelings deep inside of me, I tell them my story.
I tell them the truth.
"....I wish I was with her...because then my life would be perfect..."
Love has truly affected me...and always will.
lick my lips just before I speak into the microphone.
Hear the echoes of slow, sad piano tunes.
So low and almost silent, but still heard.
I want to grab that microphone and begin to speak of how I feel about this world.
I want to show, that I too can shine.
I, too, can stand proud, instead of sitting and whispering to myself "I can't make it".
I want to change the way people think, even though it can be impossible.
Why should I feel so ugly when I can feel so beautiful and strong?
So I grab that microphone, I look upon the crowd.
I tell them the feelings deep inside of me, I tell them my story.
I tell them the truth.
"....I wish I was with her...because then my life would be perfect..."
Love has truly affected me...and always will.
Friday, June 19, 2009
Halo
When i first looked into your eyes,
I knew you were the one,
to never break a heart,
or walk over me like I'm scum.
Your angel wings covered and protected,
always there within 3 seconds,
impossible to not miss.
the shining, blinding halo upon your head,
it's invisible but still there,
notifying me that I can always trust you,
to hold me as if i was a precious glass...
something you could never drop and could only love...
I knew you were the one,
to never break a heart,
or walk over me like I'm scum.
Your angel wings covered and protected,
always there within 3 seconds,
impossible to not miss.
the shining, blinding halo upon your head,
it's invisible but still there,
notifying me that I can always trust you,
to hold me as if i was a precious glass...
something you could never drop and could only love...
Thursday, June 18, 2009
Sight
I saw you almost every day.
Nothing.
Everything was perfectly normal.
It was the way it should have been.
But I must have been blind all those times that I saw you.
Because, today,
I finally looked at you.
And suddenly, I lost my breath.
My lungs felt a sharp pain.
But it was worth it.
Because actually seeing you was like floating on a cloud.
It was mesmerizing.
It was amazing.
And I would rather live with that pain,
just to see a glimpse of you again...
Nothing.
Everything was perfectly normal.
It was the way it should have been.
But I must have been blind all those times that I saw you.
Because, today,
I finally looked at you.
And suddenly, I lost my breath.
My lungs felt a sharp pain.
But it was worth it.
Because actually seeing you was like floating on a cloud.
It was mesmerizing.
It was amazing.
And I would rather live with that pain,
just to see a glimpse of you again...
No Title
A young flower yet to be seen.
Blooming for the world.
A lost youngster, who could he be?
choking at the door.
He's lost his dream,
She's lost her work.
Oh whatever will they do?
They sit and cry and
memorize
the very thought of you.
Blooming for the world.
A lost youngster, who could he be?
choking at the door.
He's lost his dream,
She's lost her work.
Oh whatever will they do?
They sit and cry and
memorize
the very thought of you.
Monday, June 15, 2009
everlasting moments
I will never forget the
day how i meet you.
It will started out
with one piece of candy
and a smilie on your face.
Rushing out to you i feel
happy that we become good
friends but i always wanted
more than that. Hugging tightly
I wondered are we meant for the
future? Just by walking away
from you my happiness is gone
as the tears never leaving on
my face. time to say goodbye and
just walk away. As hugging against
each other i try to let go but it feels too
specail.
day how i meet you.
It will started out
with one piece of candy
and a smilie on your face.
Rushing out to you i feel
happy that we become good
friends but i always wanted
more than that. Hugging tightly
I wondered are we meant for the
future? Just by walking away
from you my happiness is gone
as the tears never leaving on
my face. time to say goodbye and
just walk away. As hugging against
each other i try to let go but it feels too
specail.
Memories going by....
The bell rings
school is over just
like that. Each
fade of memory
is coming back
to your mind as
you start to wonder
is it really over? Rushing over
to your friends hugging them,
crying on their shoulders and
hoping to see them someday.
Teachers and students finally
getting along, expressing out
their emitions. Looking around
you it makes you wonder
how much you have grown.
Time to say goodbye and
move along with your life
as you shout YAY!
school is over just
like that. Each
fade of memory
is coming back
to your mind as
you start to wonder
is it really over? Rushing over
to your friends hugging them,
crying on their shoulders and
hoping to see them someday.
Teachers and students finally
getting along, expressing out
their emitions. Looking around
you it makes you wonder
how much you have grown.
Time to say goodbye and
move along with your life
as you shout YAY!
read this.
sorry guys but i got to lazy to repost this. LOL :D
http://thisgirl-nat.blogspot.com/2009/06/baby-mine.html
this is my blog. read it.
http://thisgirl-nat.blogspot.com/2009/06/baby-mine.html
this is my blog. read it.
Sunday, June 14, 2009
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
summer
what makes us all love summer? is it the birds, the trees, the heat? the days we can sleep in and forget about our responsibilites? or can it just be? just be that its summer. and summer is so special that bringing it up can just remind us about happiness. isnt that the most anyone can wish for? is to be happy? so there it is. happiness is in summer. and summer is near.
Thursday, June 4, 2009
Are you a playwright?
Check out the website celtx.com for free scriptwriting software. You can download a program that walks you through writing a play and makes it so easy! All you really need is an idea! If you want to check out the program before you download it, you can see Mr. Castillo in room 584. He has it and loves it and would love to show you how to use it!!
Monday, June 1, 2009
A loss
"A fire!! A fire!!!"
Screams filled the air,
people tripped, dropping to the ground,
turning into dust.
My family's hands
my friends' hands,
they slip away from mine,
and they die in front of me.
The only one with me now is my mother,
black ash on her face,
as tears stream down both of our cheeks.
Why'd they leave?
Why'd the fire have to kill them?
WHY did this happen?
Everything burned to the ground,
we were the only ones that survived.
and all we did was cry for days.
Loneliness grew between us,
and we just prayed.
Laying down on the grass in the cemetery,
where my grandfathers, aunt, cousin, and
uncle were buried.
We laid there, holding hands, closing our eyes.
Laying there until we faded away like dust.
We slowly died, crying tears of joy as our wings grew,
and led us to where everyone else was.
We flew to the other souls,
and stayed together forever,
watching the earth slowly reborn...
and we waited, for our next life to slowly come to us,
making a promise to change.
a promise to always, always...
love each other.
Screams filled the air,
people tripped, dropping to the ground,
turning into dust.
My family's hands
my friends' hands,
they slip away from mine,
and they die in front of me.
The only one with me now is my mother,
black ash on her face,
as tears stream down both of our cheeks.
Why'd they leave?
Why'd the fire have to kill them?
WHY did this happen?
Everything burned to the ground,
we were the only ones that survived.
and all we did was cry for days.
Loneliness grew between us,
and we just prayed.
Laying down on the grass in the cemetery,
where my grandfathers, aunt, cousin, and
uncle were buried.
We laid there, holding hands, closing our eyes.
Laying there until we faded away like dust.
We slowly died, crying tears of joy as our wings grew,
and led us to where everyone else was.
We flew to the other souls,
and stayed together forever,
watching the earth slowly reborn...
and we waited, for our next life to slowly come to us,
making a promise to change.
a promise to always, always...
love each other.
It's Just Three Weeks
It was 9:00 PM on a starless night
I waited for you by the patio again
Knowing that you won't come until three weeks
I sat and took in the cold air with the wind softly whistling to me
The car drove up in front of the house
There were two dark figures coming out
Holding a letter and a hat
With an American flag folded up
I stared and fell on my knees
Tears welled up in my eyes as they handed me your cap
It was all I had left of you
Three weeks...he would've been home I thought to myself
A year from now we would've been married
I had nothing left of him
One shot to his heart
One shot to mine
Baby why'd you leave me?
Why'd you go away
If only you didn't go
If only I made you stay
Maybe we could've been together
And you could've still held my hand
I can't even breathe
I'm looking at the wedding plans
You would've stood there looking tall and handsome
While I walked down the aisle in a flowing white gown
But that dream was gone in a heartbeat
Everybody's saying what a shame
He left her alone in the dark
This can't be happening to me
Maybe I'll wake up and this nightmare will disappear
Maybe I'll wake up and you will still be here
But as they pay their respects and I sit staring
They come to me to say they're sorry for my loss
Tears flowed down my eyes and I walked up to the casket
I placed my hand on your face
You were cold as my heart when I found out
I cried and cried and died again
I ran off into the distance and sat on the patio
Waiting for you again
Just wait three weeks I told myself
Three weeks...
LISTEN:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=luJcsPRngNE
I waited for you by the patio again
Knowing that you won't come until three weeks
I sat and took in the cold air with the wind softly whistling to me
The car drove up in front of the house
There were two dark figures coming out
Holding a letter and a hat
With an American flag folded up
I stared and fell on my knees
Tears welled up in my eyes as they handed me your cap
It was all I had left of you
Three weeks...he would've been home I thought to myself
A year from now we would've been married
I had nothing left of him
One shot to his heart
One shot to mine
Baby why'd you leave me?
Why'd you go away
If only you didn't go
If only I made you stay
Maybe we could've been together
And you could've still held my hand
I can't even breathe
I'm looking at the wedding plans
You would've stood there looking tall and handsome
While I walked down the aisle in a flowing white gown
But that dream was gone in a heartbeat
Everybody's saying what a shame
He left her alone in the dark
This can't be happening to me
Maybe I'll wake up and this nightmare will disappear
Maybe I'll wake up and you will still be here
But as they pay their respects and I sit staring
They come to me to say they're sorry for my loss
Tears flowed down my eyes and I walked up to the casket
I placed my hand on your face
You were cold as my heart when I found out
I cried and cried and died again
I ran off into the distance and sat on the patio
Waiting for you again
Just wait three weeks I told myself
Three weeks...
LISTEN:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=luJcsPRngNE
BOOM.
Some days the world just feels like it's hitting you hard
Like you're playing a card game but you just keep losing
You're out of luck and time
You just lost another $20 and an old necklace an old lover gave you
It's worthless now
It was priceless when you were in love with him.
Priceless when you broke up with him
Worthless when you found out he cheated on you.
Just plain worthless.
It's getting harder to get out of bed
When you just feel so sick in your head
Inside you just scream
I'm so sick and tired of being sick and tired
You mood's so sour, it's like the milk's that expired in the fridge
School's another chore
Church is just a bore
You just stare into space
Dazed and out of place
You write against the looseleaf's lines
You run the opposite way when people say go this way
It's supposedly safer to not take risks
But where's the fun in that?
I'm a misfit, I'm a rebel
You'll never see me cry
Because I live in the moment
I don't have time to follow the rules
I'm a misfit and I'll do things my way
I'm a misfit with a foolish heart
But hey, we all need a place to start
Like you're playing a card game but you just keep losing
You're out of luck and time
You just lost another $20 and an old necklace an old lover gave you
It's worthless now
It was priceless when you were in love with him.
Priceless when you broke up with him
Worthless when you found out he cheated on you.
Just plain worthless.
It's getting harder to get out of bed
When you just feel so sick in your head
Inside you just scream
I'm so sick and tired of being sick and tired
You mood's so sour, it's like the milk's that expired in the fridge
School's another chore
Church is just a bore
You just stare into space
Dazed and out of place
You write against the looseleaf's lines
You run the opposite way when people say go this way
It's supposedly safer to not take risks
But where's the fun in that?
I'm a misfit, I'm a rebel
You'll never see me cry
Because I live in the moment
I don't have time to follow the rules
I'm a misfit and I'll do things my way
I'm a misfit with a foolish heart
But hey, we all need a place to start
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