Failure

When you look at a clock
or a sky you hope the movement will go
faster or something exciting
will happe. But what if
the time stays still even
for one second
realizing you are sweating
with fear. As sitting
in the cold soften chair
your mind wanders off
and your mind can;t
stop stressing.
Your fingers tap in the desk
every second trying to
sneak attention or doing
something that can
help you alive.
Writing something
so fast or forgetting
the answers in a test
does that make you a failure?
Crying for no reason
because you failed
tests and exams, it
makes your fingers snap up
and rip down the test paper
into pieces. You realize
what will happen?
But you get from the seat
and keep on walking
into something that you are
not sure of. but why do you
do it?