Life keeps on changing:

My heart is beating so fast, each headache going so fast in each second. Friends whipsering in small voices about me, my eyes going red in the color of orange red. My hands sweating in bullets, my fingers swaying in motion. My mind is going directions making me faint. I feel like jumping into the sky, the sky which can save me. I imagine i am a bird that can fly into the wind. I imagine that i am a paper airplane that can fly away. My mind and my voice is gone. I wish my life was over so i can wipe out my tear out of my face and make it into smilie. I pray to god hoping god will make me simile. I hope i can just lay down into the ground, the sky, the wind, which will make me happy. as life quoted "the sorrows are gone, the tears are gone, my mouth, my lips put into smile But nothing happens i stay still, My tears are still dropping i am walking alone in the friend, no friends no one just me in the road hoping to run from the past.My heart is beating my hands are shaking. i close my eyes i close my lips i feel the rain in the sky. i feel the sun in my skin just shinning. i am lost and nothing is happening. my legs are shaking each second as i walk toward the tunnel. My mind is racing. I hear voices and i open my eyes. I see a white coat telling me i am lucky to be alive. Then i realized i am in the hositpal, in the bed just sleeping and daydreaming.

U-N-I-N-V-I-T-E-D I-N-V-I-T-A-T-I-O-N-S

Uninvited Invitations

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These feelings,

These emotions

They come and go

U-N-I-N-V-I-T-E-D.

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Another start

A fresh walk

A renewed life

Without friends or family

But with the memory of

Those that gives my life meaning.

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These feelings,

These emotions

They come and go

U-N-I-N-V-I-T-E-D.

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Thought they were gone

And never be back,

Just as your last promise.

We were innocent,

Not known to the world’s sins

‘Till you said goodbye.

Said you were a loner

Said no one understand you.

I tried and tried.

And I keep trying

To let you know you are not

Alone.

I am with you

And a part of me will

Forever be.

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These feelings,

These emotions

They come and go

U-N-I-N-V-I-T-E-D.

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We walk

We talk

Pretend to not know

What has society done.

Let it pass by

Like a fly to the wall

But trapped in a spider web

As we are.

Felt the pain of betrayal

The pain of trust

From others and ourselves,

But our bond will never be broken like the rest

For it’s made of the remains of

A millennium star.

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These feelings,

These emotions

They come and go

U-N-I-N-V-I-T-E-D.

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We were alone

Then we found each other,

But society separated us.

But girl, no matter what happens

Just remember

We are friends for life,

And nothing can change that.

Not even those

U-N-I-N-V-I-T-E-D I-N-V-I-T-A-T-I-O-N-S.

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These feelings,

These emotions

They come and go

U-N-I-N-V-I-T-E-D.

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I. Miss. You.

Why do I keep longing for you when it's already over?
I still wait for your message, your response.
I await tears, or screams, or begging.

Not silence...
not ignorance...
Will I ever let go?

What are you thinking?
Why haven't you messaged back?
Are you happy that I left you?
Couldn't wait to let me go?
...

Or have I left you with a stab in your heart...
Have I depressed you..
hurt you deeply...to the point you don't even want to respond?...

I want to know...
I don't know why, but I want to know.

So...
Why do I keep longing for you when it's already over?...


Why...?


...I miss you...

Sweat has made me glisten in the light.

And you all stare, asking with your eyes,

Why do you sweat so much?

It's because I got a lot on me, a lot in me,

a lot to confirm, a lot to figure out.

You sweat but look dry, you don't glisten in the light.

Why don't you sweat so much?

It's because you're holding back, what you know is the truth,

and you've lost the troubles, or forgotten they exist.

I glisten..
You don't glisten...

but we...

We are seen.

Dependence

Its not about love or like,
Its not about attachment
Or Involvement.
Its about dependence
And that's what you are hun,
So change it for good
Spice it up
And babe,
Stop.
...
...
Listen,
To the rhythm
Of your emotions,
Not your heart.
Listen
to your instinct,
Not your gut.
Follow those that helps,
Without needs...
For those are who you trust.
...
...
For babe,
You are not alone,
You never were.
I was always there,
But you just refuse to open your eyes,
In time,
And watch me re-appear from death
Just for you.
...
...
Just Stop...
Breath in,
Listen out.
For when we are alone,
Our eyes meet
With a single kiss,
You will realize
We were always there for each other,
Within reach
But bound by a single wall of doubt.
...
...
Wait for the day,
When everything will make sense again.
For I have already seen the future,
And...
It says...
If you want to be happy,
Then be yourself,
And stop being so
Dependent.

-Iffy

Face the truth

It dosen't matter what you are
what matters is what you say.
Walking each step ahead of you
express your thoughts, let out
your mind. Friends come and go
like a time machine waiting for you
to change time. Life full of drama
sometimes it can make you crazy.
Aviod the feeling let it out.

Reach the top and see what you
get. My mind changing 4 directions
making you feel dizzy. A typical
person says life just started it
goes harder as you move on.
Forget the past but every where
you go you feel like giving up.

Heart is beating

The stress is killing me
it makes my brain hurt,
my stomach a growl of hungry.
Too many thoughts coming inside
and out, it makes my heart beat
slow each second. I never thought
high school was this full of drama,
crushes comes and go, so what called
friends leaving, lying to your faces.
Friends are like money coming and going
right out your hand. I am tired waiting
to go to sleep but can't too much hw,
too much tests, too much clubs.
My backs hurts, i feel like fainting
hoping not to open my eyes ever
again.