Friday, November 14, 2008

Maybe Because I am fit to be alone

Friends come and go just like that, making a new friend that knows your past some how. You feel tired and angry, feel like crying front of everyone. But this new friend just uses you like, you find out you are in the same train even thought they lied to you about going to places like Brooklyn to see a movie or meeting a relative. The thing is they don't notice so many people have eyes and ears to hear what are they really doing. You know how a gossip can travel so fast even the person who is doing this suddenly gets scared and loses their confidence. One by one they notice by, the girl just ignores them and if she sees one of them she just walks away, pretends not to care. That is called revenge. But the truth is the girl feels shocked and hurt by knowing by someone else who she promised not to tell anyone. Maybe you are just blind, as the girl riding in the train she notices those 3 people are right there and she feels angry, used, shocked also outraged. If they were real friends they would bother talk to her and notice it by now. Sometimes life sucks and the girl has to get on with life, she should say to to herself that "I am better off without them" and they are the ones that are missing out in a great friend". She tries to forget about it but can't! But in the end it goes back to them, getting blocked by them by email and so cruel to ditch me alone in train when they are right there. But she doesn't care anymore and she is done with everything, somehow they will be erased from her brain. No more advice and crying! The time is over! So the girl takes action, she deletes them in emails she has from them and forgets them from the mind.

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