Memories

The conversation is still going in my head
No words coming out my mouth except
in my heart it says "I hate you." After what
you said it to me I can't even look
at you. Every second of the day
my mind wonders into space thinking
thinking who are you? Each step
I take i can't smile or laugh. I need
to laugh your words makes my eyes
cry. Each tear fallen out of angry and pretending
its white visible blood. My heart stops
beating and it makes my breath stop
for 10 seconds. For 10 seconds
i feel happy and hope i can fall
into the stars. I am tired
of being lost. Being lost
is no help to me. You say wat
you say. I would never forget
your words. But remmbered one
thing you broke me into pieces.
I will never be the same again.