Without anyone

When you go
somewhere
you learn a word.
As you grew older
you start to realize
the true meaning of that
word.

In some point of those days,
a word leads to a friend.
From the day you were born
you grab your first palm
to one friend.

The next word comes
Betrayal. You learn
this word from books,
stories, humans,
and even school.
It has so many
meanings that
you can't decide
what it means.

Sometimes it leads
to meanings of
friendship. What
is a friend? You share
secrets, laughs together
until one day...
just when you realize
you have the hope to
have everything.

It can change from
that. One word, one
whispers. In your own
eyes when you saw what
is going front of you.
You realize a friendship
is a lie.

But yet you already feel the
pain before. It didn't matter.
No curse, no screams, no tears
just hatred.

A kid tells you "give them
some space" "ignore it"
I wonder is what a friendship?
Lies and fake smilies.

But you don't care. Because
the most important thing
in the world is realizing
who you are. Who cares that
they think?

If you believe in yourself
thats it all matters. Nothing
doesn't come out of happiness,
happiness comes out when you gain
it yourself only.