like how without the sun there is no day,
or without the petals, a flower is only a stem,
without u i am weak.

remember last summer?? when u met clarissa?
i didn't mean those things i said, but nor did she.
i'm glad i got you back thou,
cuz if not, death was my only answer.
an eternal one-man happiness, or as happy a grieving man would be.

u came back thou...with a promise, to never leave again.
but
you left me...again.
and there's no point to be mad, cause ur not here to be forgiven
but when i see u past those blinding white gates or those burning walls,
i will smile regardless, and know u have made what was me.

so i will tell you now, i go with no regrets, no future, nor any hate.
just the want to hold your hand. for where ever you are, i will be.
even if that means leaving.

uuughh. not meant to write poems. this is proof. not the best, but i wanted to write something with subtext (meaning behind the words) guess i havent quite grasped the concept yet. oh wells. practice, practice, practice.