Friday, April 3, 2009

Unbridled, Unwashable, Unstoppable Aggravation

Stuffing more food into my mouth,
I absorb the very little relief given to me.
Fading away like the fog that hid away the
mistakes I made and problems I created,
the feeling of extreme goodness leaves my body.

It never returns, leaving me to feel disconsolate.

I begin to slowly mourn my sadness.
Slowly decomposing.
Crying tears of unbridled distress.
White hairs form and I have just completely
misplaced my own mind.

I never found all the pieces, since they have all slowly decayed.

Sleeping with a headache,
living with a curse.
I wash away my emotions with my own sweat.
Leaving my body with nothing but a heart full of
unending agony.

I will never get over it, and I will always forget to forget it.

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