want to slap him across the face

Feeling like a stick
that is just being
used for wrong
reasons, i say
the words its
over, done
i will never speak
to him ever again
after what just
happened. I feel
like I was just slapped
and just being punishment
for it. Knowing the truth
with him, i feel like
like my heart it is in
the wrong place to
start in and done
with love. as standing
in the roof shouting
the words "I HATE LOVE"
at the top my cold voice.
As saying the words out of
my mouth I feel alive and
ashamed at myself.
But I know this is the best
thing I ever did, time to
move along with life and
don't bother to look it.